just looked at your site Moira, so nice to read everyones thoughts, it was a difficult time when you left, i've avoided looking here, its took me ages, the old ostrich in me burying my head in the sand, you know what i'm like Mo eh ? lol I stil miss being with you and your laugh, we had some great times and shared lots of laughs I miss all the community/friends you had around you and that i had the pleasure of joining you in, i miss our swimming sessions in st;johns and helping other friends support you to have fun there,the joy and stability and love you brought to Steph's first job(lol it was a holiday) she grew lots being with you she often talks about with fondness and she will alwas laugh about the day when Jarek (our lovely polish friend)went ass over tit while pushing your gait trainer at the traffic lights coming back from tesco his legs went right over head me and you were wetting ourselves laughing the people standing about thought he was really using it to support himself so were not too happy at us laughing Jarek got himsel up said in his polish accent "it was not that funny you know" to which we both just started again, steph made some brownies the other night they'll always remind me of you (they wern't as good as yours lol) and i've got your timer from the kitchen which i use everyday which reminds me also, so to finish I would like to say that it was a pleasure sharing time with you and your friends/family, keep a seat warm for me up there all my love John X